i'll burn the fear to become fearless...

sometimes i curse, i can't stop it cuz that s the only way i can release d pain in ma heart.sometimes i see people try to put d blame on me. do i care? DEPENDS. to run off out from this feeling, i swear it is hard and i'm might get hurt. in a way to release my stress, i need to build castle in d sky. it'll start with i wish. i wish, i am relaxing maself in a beach...somewhere people don't even know or care about me, so i can just throw over maself to do whatever i want. i wish i have a tattoo where i can feel d pain in ma body as if it can reduce d pain in ma heart. i wish d road all along in KK belongs to me so i can drift as fast as i want it. damn freaking easy only if i just could live with i wish. but for all this time, i just need to face ma fear. i can survive, i will. 
 after all i've been thru, i know i can face it, i know i'm a strong gurl, i know there nothing impossible in this world, i know life only once so i can decide whatever i want. i just need a courage...i have to be tough than ever, i have to face it no matter what. maybe i should get a new life...yeah i should and i'll live ma life... yeahaaaa...