what a words

i am sure all human being have a same feeling. i mean in specific,LOVE feeling. what on earth i know what exactly love is all about. all i know is i am so into it. thinking every minutes how i miss him so freaking much. stop talking about how i still in love with him. instead i am so afraid to losing him. ever thought wanna leave him before he leave me. so called PMS i think effect this kind of weird thing in ma heart. 
opss...and yaeh, i have a friend who came with a word 'lala feeling' she said lala feeling is a statement that when someone saw or meet a person that he or she admire with, this kind of happy feeling will appear. i think she's right. there are not right or wrong if someone fall in love. it is, sometimes the love come by the wrong time. (i guess so) 
the good man is created for a good woman and a bad man is created for a bad woman. so called karma. what goes around comes around. just now i asked my beloved heard a song by Chris Medina what a words. he said this song had explicit meaning and i ma self cried over so freaking many times each time i heard this song...so touch ma heart. whatever it is i hope ma love will be last forever. i know sometimes it is hurting me but deep inside my heart i willingly to get hurt as long as he loves me.
 

super welcome to me...

lotsa things in ma mind...i really need a place to say it out loud (thou am not scream) this would be foreva experience for me to keep and for share everything that ma mouth and ma tongue cannot say...WARMIE WARMEST WELCOME TO ME...!!!